Tuesday, September 25, 2007
[ kill kill die die!!! ]
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Our school is having a
Mexico trip sometime in late 2007 / early 2008.
And a Europe trip too. Itenerary:
Florence, Verona, Tuscany, Venice, and the French Riviera.
Unfortunately I am not eligible as of yet.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I am stuck in a retreat in the SAME chapel we go to mass too...which is a short bus ride away.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Labels: canada, school
chLoe was here at: 2:31:00 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
[ in eight days, i will be walking the hallways of pope john paul ii catholic secondary school. hooray me! ]
For the second time in a row I woke up at 7 AM. Today's occasion: go to school!!!!
But nooooo. Not yet. First I ate breakfast (duh). I was not up for rice. Then I took a bath (also duh) which I also did not feel like doing but had to because we had to go meet the principal. After debating on what to wear I chose my favourite brown long thing with the bolero which I have worn a million times on a million important occasions and denims. Also sandals. While I was doing that the song "When the Saints Go Marching in" crept into my head. I do not know why.
First me and the fam went to St. Martin de Porres School to see about my sis (who's going to seventh grade btw) but the principal wasn't there. Me and my sisters explored. It looks like what you see in movies only we were stuck to kindergarten classrooms 'cause we couldn't go up since the school is closed.
Then after the principal failed to arrive we went to MY SCHOOL!!!!!!!!! It's shaped in a P and is a bus ride and a short (meaning long) walk away. How nice in winter.
Met up with the VP and decided on which courses to take. Went with Arielle which is still unfair but I have to get used to and talked about which ones we wanted (not the same as much as possible). There was another girl there, a blonde, who took a look at what we were doing which was filling up forms and asked us if we were transfering schools. I said we just moved to Canada, continued to write, then when confused asked
"What's Integrated Technology?" She took the book and explained
"Take a look at the grade ten and eleven courses and if you'd like to take these" - indicating tech courses - "you have to start with Integrated Technology."
Oh.
Then I wrote again, Visual Arts first choice, Integrated Tech second, Business third, Drama fourth, Music fifth. I know I took piano but I suck at reading notes and besides, I'm out of practice and if they make me sing they'll be putting themselves in danger of perforated eardrums.
To make conversation I asked, "Are you transfering here too?"
"Pardon?"
"Are you transfering here too?"
"No, I have an interview. I'm going to be teaching religion."
Oh wow! And my next question was going to be "What grade are you in?"
I hope she'll be my teacher. If she gets accepted anyway. She's really nice and really pretty (fashionably dressed, non-acned, and young). Better watch out for boys! I actually thought she was seventeen or something.
VP called us back and made conversation with the parentals (I am going back tomorrow for guidance counseling and uniform-buying), then we went. I said to the nice blonde who I hoped was going to be my teacher that it was nice to meet her and she said good luck. I can't believe it, I really did think she was a teenager. She must at least be twenty-one. I didn't catch her name but oh well. See her in religion class!
Went back to St. Martin and got my sister's records straight. Then went with Dad and Arielle to the library, where I'm at now.
See ya! Belated post later on the really great day in Brampton! Hey, I am making good progress and meeting lots of new people. The BOMB!!!!!
Labels: canada, school
chLoe was here at: 12:17:00 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
[ kioku no michi ]
Memory is an old friend. I welcome it with open arms, but sometimes I push it away and not let it come near.
Most of the time I choose to do the latter. Why? For a girl like me who never wants to forget, why? Why do I bother to make daily diary entries? Why do I choose to update my blog? Why do I spend hours finishing a [somewhat] useless scrapbook? If I don't want memories to come, why do I preserve them?
I don't want to forget. There are many days, many times, that are part of my memories that are close to my heart that I never want to forget: the day I laughed at this joke, the day I went to that place. The time I was depressed, the time I'd never felt so alive. And yet the ones I choose to remember are those that are not really important: dates.
Dates and memories are not really contrasts; they are part of each other, but they can exist without the other. Dates are important to me. I'm somewhat famous in my family for being able to remember such things, and I'd usually come up with "Do you remember that time when...it was on the 12th of May." or "Today last year we were at..." Being able to remember dates is kind of my special ability (which is why I love history), because they are my way of holding on to the past. Dates are just numbers. They are empty.
Memories are not. Memories are the ones that fill dates, that happen in between those numbers, every second, minute, and hour of the day. Memories are different. They do not need dates to exist. All you need to remember are the basics: that you were a kid, that this-and-that happened. No need for useless numbers.
Dates are harder to remember, but I choose them over memories. Why? Because memories are painful - I have never quite learned to let go properly, or to say goodbye, so I choose to let it pass without feeling anything. Days later I will remember where I was and what I was doing (but never what I went through), fall into the new routine, and not relive anything from that date. That's the main reason why I rarely miss anything. Saves me from somewhat unnecessary tears. Once it's gone, it's gone.
Quick. Easy. Painless.
There are some days memory comes to me and, no matter how much I resist, floods over me. Sometimes I take out mementos on impulse. I hate these days, memories are so uncontrollable! That and the feelings they bring: helplessness at not being able to change things, embarrassment or regret for what's been done, sadness for things past.
In short, pain.
Taking a walk down kioku no michi, as my sister calls it, is no hobby of mine. Not my favourite, but I can't help it sometimes. Today I read the blog of an old friend. I was so struck by the fact that two years had passed and so much had happened since then - stuff I tried not to feel - that I wrote my stat on Friendster: "have you ever thought about how far we've come? ang layo na kaya.. two years is a lot, especially in high school."
Hello, memory, old friend.
Labels: memories, school, summer
chLoe was here at: 3:17:00 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
[ ninth grade?! ]
Me in the same batch as my younger sister?! No way, man.
We went downtown with Tita Cristy and Tito Raul today to take the placement test. I finally saw the other part of Toronto, the "city" part, with the Bata Shoe Museum, the CN Tower, Bloor Street, and other stuff you might find in guide books.
So shortly after we got to the place (Loreto College or something) my sis and I were made to write the usual details on a piece of paper. And then this Vietnamese guy, his name was Henry, put in Grade Nine on both of our papers. At first I was okay with it, since I won't be alone when I get there, but graduate at the same time as my younger sister? Give me a break. I mean, how loser-ish is that?
The test was pretty easy, though. Except for Math. Area, perimeter, all these were lost on me. For a moment there I even forgot how to do fractions - and I've been doing them for the past eight years!
Nevertheless, we both still managed, because of good English to make it to our selected school, Pope John Paul II C.S.S. If we didn't we would've been sent to Jean Vanier. Phew then, we'd have our cousin Monica to guide us along. But still. Ninth grade, with my sister. We both fear competition, even if we are not actually competing. People might look [at me, namely] and say, "Oh, you're in the same grade then?" and compare my grades with hers. The problem is, we are both good, maybe equally so. Both of us are honour students and we are in the same career path. There is no competition, but other people might think there is. And then we might begin to see that we're being compared, compete, and affect our sisterhood.
So you see how that just ruins things? They can't put me in tenth grade and I don't want them to, because the tenth-graders might already have their groups and I might not fit in. I'm glad I'm going to school with my sister so I won't be alone, but having to be in the same grade sucks.
Anyway after all that we went to Eglinton Square in where else, Eglinton. Those white guys are so good-looking. Maybe mostly because I've never been around them (only Filipino guys all my life) so yeah...almost every one I saw was gorgeous. There was this guy who opened the door for me and my sis (cause they have exceptional manners here hahaha) and he and his friend were in muscle shirts or something and like, wow.
Pasta-loving me went to an Italian fastfood place that started with a V and ordered spaghetti and pizza. Their servings are HUGE! I guess, to be expected from a place like Canada. And then we went out after that and I saw another guy in a green shirt who was wow.
Next we all headed to Oshawa. I don't know my geography yet so exactly how far that is from downtown or Scarborough is still not clear to me. Anyway, Oshawa is good. Spacious, clean and new-looking. Kuya Raoul's house was still like brand-new. Everything was white. It was nice, I mean I could imagine living in it, but it was far from any good Catholic school I know. All we did there was sit and watch TV and then around 4:30 PM we left, and shopped for some groceries.
Guess that's all for now. Tomorrow might be Niagara and on Sunday cherry-picking.
Labels: canada, school
chLoe was here at: 5:12:00 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
[ after all is said and done ]
So wow, I actually managed to go to school.
I thought we (Nadine, Arielle, and I) were going on Friday, which is tomorrow. But then as always, it was announced at the last minute that we were to go on Thursday, which is today.
It's not that I was dreading going to school. It's not that I couldn't sleep the night before. What would I have to worry about? What reason would I have to stay up all night?
Nothing. Nothing.
After all, what is one hour, or even one minute, compared to one whole month? I can't let that incident ruin me. I did survive Ferbruary to March, didn't I? I did it without her, didn't I?
What do I have to worry about? It's not like I would see her anyway, right? Okay, there is a 99% chance I will. But so what? I can choose to ignore her, just like I did for a whole month.
It's over now. It was over even then. I didn't let it stop me from enjoying the rest of the year, and I'm not about to let it stop me from seeing forty three other people worth seeing. Which is, the rest of Section 27.
Dad brought us to school at 7 AM. I saw the school bus when we got there. And Smrz. Of course my sisters and I were all in conspicuous civilian, but that didn't matter since we were just there to say goodbye and to fix papers. Nadine went to her sixth-grade class (St. Luke) while Arielle and I and Dad stayed at the canteen because the daily flag ceremony was going on. We stayed there till recess with Nadine, drawing and writing and going insane (except for Daddy, who was busy reading).
And then at around 9:20 we went out to wait by the side entrance and Section 31 came out. I first saw Roselyn. Then I saw her. I'm not one to take revenge or hold grudges, so I ignored her. Unfortunately she is classmates with a lot of 27 people, including Roselyn. But I will also choose to ignore that fact since like I said, it was over long ago.
I'll admit though that I had this scene in mind: if she is with people I know, I will talk to all of them except her. But I'm not that evil. So I didn't follow.
I said hi to, and/or saw, the following people: Martha (first-year busmate); Lia (fourth-year busmate); Roselyn; Kristina; Kryslette; Theresa; Aubrey; Jessa; Wesly; Cahren; Mark; Ian; Paolo; JM; Mario; and Ricardo and Daphne (former classmates from 17). And like I somewhat predicted, I saw little brother too. (!!!)
Well, it went better than I thought it would. Not so awkward at all. In fact, I enjoyed seeing them all again. And except for that I saw her out of the corner of my eye, nothing went wrong.
After saying hi/goodbye to them, I went with Nadine to Grade Six.
It's air-conditioned already. With corridors and everything. The classrooms are closed off. They look like real ones now.
Oh lucky them! Not counting the many happy memories I had in Grade Six, the year I was there was boring. Maybe because of the hot, hot temperature inside the rooms.
Anyway, I donated my old books and uniforms to College after that, bought a San Beda sticker, and got my slippers ripped.
I walked barefoot on the hot pavement, ran, got caught by the guard, and jumped over roped-off areas.
Lovely last-day memories.
Labels: school
chLoe was here at: 2:35:00 AM
Friday, March 16, 2007
[ sun, tan, and summer fun ]

Hahaha ang corny nung title! Gusto ko kasi rhyme eh...ang CORNY! Check niyo na ulet yung Multi nila. Napost na siguro yung mga pics ng kahapon.
Time to go swimming! Makakabili na ulet ako nung Sunsilk Summer Fresh hahahaha. Might as well go crazy under the sun this time, baka dun kasi puro snow! Joke lang di naman siguro, pero maski na. Iba ang summer sa Pilipinas eh.
Teka muna, kwento tungkol sa Hillsborough! Suki ata yung mga taga-Bene eh. Alam ko yung 23 nung Wednesday, kami Thursday, tapos di ako sure kung ngayon (Friday) yung 28 tapos Saturday ewan ko lang. Marami kasi taga Hillsborough eh. So yung nangyari...
Dumating ako dun after 12 na, tapos sila andun nung 9 pa. Late nga eh :)) tapos pagdating ko kinwento nila muntik na daw malunod si Benedict. Laughtrip talaga. :)) So yun, pagdating ko, dirediretso sa pool! Andami ko kasi kinain nung breakfast eh.
Yun paikot ikot kami ni Roselyn, 3 feet to 10 feet. Ang saya talaga! Halos lahat kami andun except si Paolo. Wait lang nag-iikot parin ako sa Multiply. Buti nalang talaga vain ang 27 andaming pics!!!
Nagkwento pa yung iba tungkol sa nangyari bago ko dumating. Sayang pala di ako nagmaaga! Nung mga 1 PM binuksan nila yung slide... tingin dun sa taas...
Nung first time ko kasama sila Cahren, Aynna and Roselyn kabit-kabit. Sigaw ako ng sigaw hahahaha...sobrang daming beses ako nagslide nang iba-ibang style. Sosyal :)) tapos nun ikot ikot ulet, usap usap...basta hindi boring!
Then mga 4:30 nag-alisan na sa pool. Naligo na yung iba or kumain (ako pareho). Yung iba naman nagpicture picture pa. Bikini babes! Hehehe.
Habang ginagawa nila yun, naglaro kami ng patintero dun sa gitna ng kalsada. Yung mga kasali sila (team ko muna) Myka, Wesly, Adrian, Renniel - at ako shempre. :)

Yung isa pang team sila Irene, Marie, Roselyn, Isabelle, at Jessa. After a while nagsub si Julian. Nakakatuwa para kaming bata! Takbuhan, tawanan at kantahan nung theme song ng team namin..."Lucky lucky me, with Rennielly". Ang saya saya talaga, nakashorts kami, tumatakbo sa gitna ng kalsada. Buti nga walang masyadong kotse sa Hillsborough eh. Pero speaking of Hillsborough pala, ang ganda ng mga street names nila nakakaelibs. Cambridge, Oxford, Buckingham, Hampton Court and may Scarborough Park! Ang British pati nung itsura. Yung Hampton parang castle tapos ang maganda pa, grass yung nasa paligid. Ang lawak din nung street kaya walang masyadong kotse. Talagang pangmayaman. Mukhang British dun hahaha :)) ang ganda!

After nung patintero, umakyat kami sa slide kasi naka-off na yun. Tapos after a while pinaalis kami dun. Balik kami sa clubhouse, tapos nagpakavain ulet!
I'm a tad sunburned but who cares?
My hair smells like chlorine but who cares?
IT'S OFFICIALLY SUMMER!
"Summer's all in bloom/summer's ending soon"
- Vanessa Carlton, White Houses
Labels: 27, happy days, school, summer
chLoe was here at: 9:50:00 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
[ partyyyyyy daw! ]
Gosh talaga...I will miss 27 the most! I know I say this every year, but by far II-27 St. Bartholomew of Farne, under the supervision of Ms. Patricia P. Sison, DMD is THE best section I was ever (and proud to be) part of. Sobra magpicture, sayang wala masyado nung start ng schoolyear. Kung kelan end tsaka dumami! Tsk tsk.
K E E P I N T O U C H P E O P L E ! ! !
Yan kung gusto niyo makita yung buhay namin - well actually mostly last week yan eh - visit niyo yung
Multiply nila:
Hahahaha...more next time! That should keep you busy kasi andami talagang pics...bukas na yung pool party post ko!
"Summer, you old Indian summer/You’re the tear that comes after June-time’s laughter/You see so many dreams that don’t come true/Dreams we fashioned when summertime was new"
- Frank Sinatra, Indian Summer
Labels: 27, school
chLoe was here at: 10:48:00 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
[ bente siyete ]

NERD!
Last day na ngayon ah. Except for the pool party tomorrow, I might never see most of you ever again. So before I forget your names, I'll post the things I'm going to miss about each of you... sorry if Tagalog ah.
Robert. "Miss, when will we watch Jacob, Joseph, and the Coat of Many Colors?" Laging yan ang maaalala ko sayo. Mamimiss ko yung mga comments mo tsaka yung mga pangaral kay Benedict.
Jerome. Jabbar, kahit nasa Florida ka na, di ka namin makakalimutan. You'll always be in our hearts - nyak! - basta lagi mong aalalahanin na naging bahagi ka ng buhay bente siete.
Wesly. The most responsible, dependable, friendly, approachable guy sa...buong...basta, future President ng Pilipinas! Sobrang galing magsalita, mabait pa.
Julian. F.K.A. Mr. Sungit, pero sa totoo lang mabait. Mapang-asar pero trustworthy. Kinikilala bilang Julie Adipose.
Paolo. Ang pasaway ng 27! Ilang beses nang naprefect pero okei parin pagdating sa grades.
Adrian. Super friendly, cheerful at laging nakasmile. Close din? Kaclub ko. Mabait. Love niya si Roselyn *uuuuiiii*; laging nagcocomment sa CBox ko. Uy comment!
Rigel. Super talino, laging naeexempt sa Math, gifted child, love si ano, ex ni ano.
Mario. Anak ni Bamboo! Mabait, friendly at Kampupoter (go Kampupot!). Maganda bahay. Nanghiram ng English book. Magaling umarte (Antero!).
Benedict. Nakoooo...mahirap talagang kalimutan etong si Benedict. Yung class clown namin, inosente pero nakakatawa. Mahilig mag "Uh miss, isn't that...", adik kay Ashley Tisdale, may pagkaperv... nagbabasa ng Total Girl.
Erwin. Mabait, nakakatuwa. Laging nagsasalita - talaga lang! - hinding hindi natutulog sa klase. Ahaha, joke lang. Parang panda daw sabi ni Roselyn.
JM. Hillsborough! Gitarista sa Underscored, mabait, prinsipe ni Louine. Hahahahaha...
Jethro. Former seatmate, galing sa Math! Mabait, champion fighter ng Justice. Love na love ang Law of Ueki kasi dun daw siya natuto.
Joseph. Crush ng bayan pati ni Sir Abrillo, drummer ng Underscored, mabait at friendly.
Mark. Seatmate ko nung first quarter, may crush kay C/K, mabait, approachable, pwedeng hingan ng favor (gaya ng pagprint ng picture sa prefect), gitarista din ng Underscored, annnnddd dandanan...anak ni Sir Mangaoang.
Ian. Ang naaalala ko lang sa kanya, kaklase ko siya nung Grade 1. Hahaha; magaling maggitara. Kasama sa Underscored. Mabait din pala, di nga lang kasi kami nag-uusap masyado.
Kim. Finally, marunong nang tumawa si Kim! Humahanga kaming lahat sa kanyang angking katalinuhan. Very reserved, quiet, at best friend ni Jethro. Mapang-asar din pala hahaha... mabait at matulungin sa homework, nagpapakopya pag kailangan.
Gerard. =)) (Ui comment ka tungkol dito ah. Wala kong sinabi sayo eh.)
Renniel. Number Two nerd ng klase! (Yung number one pala si Julia). Mahilig magjoke. Mahilig pangatwiran si Benedict. Nakakatawa tumawa. Mabait, friendly at approachable, minsan nga lang masyadong busy sa pag-aral. HAHAHAHA.
Dominic. Mabait sa tao. Pag di tao...
Victor. Mahilig sa knock-knock! Mabait at magaling magpatawa. Friendly din at madaling kausap. "This dead rose represents me without you"...
Vigs. Super friendly, mahilig din magjoke lalo na pag tungkol kina Benedict at Roselyn. Number one fan ng Partidong Tipton!
Joyce. Yehey! Favorite ang Naruto. Mabait, jolly at cheerful. Sexy pa! O diba...nagpapahiram din ng Naruto DVD, laging nakasmile, at mahilig mag-hi.
Kryslette. Super talino! Valedictorian ng batch namin pero di mukhang valedictorian. Approachable at mahilig tumawa. Close din. Very trustworthy and dependable. Mahilig sa PCD at Jesse McCartney, pati narin kay Nelly Furtado (hahaha). Lagi kong nakakatext or nakakachat lalo na dati nung first year. Uy, yung scrapbook ah...
Erika. Cheerleader, mabait, friendly. Kaklase ko din nung Grade 1. Mukha daw mataray pero hindi naman - opposite nga eh.
Clarissa. Kashare ko kay Actor Who Plays DM! Di pa sinosoli yung Anna and the King. Isoli! Or sayo na un. Uy Clarissa...mamimiss ko yung chinachat natin sa YM tungkol sa England...
Darlene. President ng klase, maganda, maganda lalo na ang buhok. Mahilig tumawa at mabait.
Nina. Benedict loves Tintin! Daw ah...di ako nagsabi nun. Magaling magblog at magPhotoshop, model, fashionista, maganda, maraming nagkakacrush. Friendly at matulungin.
Charmaine. Bakla daw...mabait naman! Masaya sa buhay, dati laging inaasar kay Cuis pero ngayon hindi na.
Marie. Isa pang anime lover. Magaling magdrawing, artistic, talented. Masaya kausap.
Jessa. Mahilig din tumawa! Matulungin, mabait, at approachable. Marami ding jokes at maganda handwriting.
Isabelle. Crush na crush ni Benedict. Hahaha...sobrang bait, masaya kasama, patient (sa stalker niya na si Benedict), understanding at adik sa Neopets!
Kei. Pano nga yun...pag pumasok si Kei laging may background music care of Benedict. Super bait, laging nakasmile, friendly at matulungin. Artistic din, maraming nagkakacrush, at dependable.
Essell. Super friendly! Approachable, madaling kausap at generous sa pics. Born leader na rin.
Roselyn. Daming boylets pero stick to one lang. Bigo sa pag-ibig pero may nahanap na lalake. Trustworthy at loyal. Close din at okay kasama, maraming nagkakacrush. Talented sa music at drama.
Chloe. Ako yan!
Louine. Isa pa sa mga Kampupoter (na talagang hinding-hindi magpapatalo sa ibang kalye diyan), mayaman, very berry mabait, trustworthy, at crush ng bayan. Perfect ba?
Aynna. Tinaguriang "Princess Manosca" ni Gudo, singkit at friendly. Hahaha...mabait at mabait parin.
Myka. Resident rakista ng 27. Magaling maggitara at masaya ding kausap. Member ng Pink Smylz (tama ba spelling, mali ata eh).
Anne. Marami ding nagkakacrush dito...mabait at madaling kausapin.
Irene. Mabait! Friendly! Confident sa pagkatao niya. Hindi nag-aalala kung anong iniisip ng iba sa kanya. Galing din umarte - Dona Dolores tsaka Rustica. Pareho tayo classroom roles ah.
Theresa. Matalino, approachable at okay kausap. Lagi ding nakasmile or tumatawa.
Cahren. Friendly siya. Maganda magsulat at madali rin kausap.
Julia. Number One nerd ng klase! Katabi ni Renniel. Super bait, understanding, masaya kausap, marami din nagkakacrush.
Christian. Mahilig magjoke na nakakatawa.
Fatima. Tinatawag na "Fat" ni Gudo, "Timang" ni Julian. Model, mabait, medyo quiet pero hindi pala. Magaling din magviolin at marami nagkakacrush.
Siyempre naman, kailangan pa bang sabihing matalino kaming lahat? =)) Kaya nga cream of the crop eh! *yabang* Joke lang ah...di kami nagsabi nun!
"I think it's ironic that for once dad's butt prevented the release of toxic gas."
- Bart Simpson
Labels: 27, happy days, school
chLoe was here at: 5:48:00 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
[ telephone conversation ]
I might be violating copyrights, but right now I don't care. We're doing Afro-Asian Literature in English and have finished with an excerpt of the Rubaiyat and a poem called Till Hearts End (which, as usual, I was too lazy to post). This one is called Telephone Conversation. It is about racism. Might give you some food for thought, so enjoy.
TELEPHONE CONVERSATION
Wole Soyinka
The price seemed reasonable, location
indifferent. The landlady swore she lived
Off premises. Nothing remained
But self-confession. "Madam," I warned,
"I hate a wasted journey - I am African."
Silence. Silenced transmission of
Pressurized good-breeding. Voice, when it came,
Lipstick-coated, long gold-rolled
Cigarette-holder piped. Caught I was, foully.
"HOW DARK?"...I had not misheard. "ARE YOU LIGHT
OR VERY DARK?" Button B. Button A. Stench
of rancid breath of public hide-and-speak.
Red booth. Red pillar-box. Red double-tiered
Omnibus squelching tar. It was real! Shamed
By ill-mannered silence, surrender
Pushed dumbfounded to beg simplification.
Considerate she was, varying the emphasis
"ARE YOU DARK? OR VERY LIGHT?" Revelation came.
"You mean - like plain or milk chocolate?"
Her assent was clinical, crushing in its light
Impersonality. Rapidly, wave-length adjusted, I chose
"West African sepia" - and as an afterthought,
"Down in my passport." Silence for spectroscopic
Flight of fancy, till truthfulness changed her accent
Hard on the mouthpiece "WHAT THAT?" conceding,
"DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS." "Like brunette."
"THAT DARK, ISN'T IT?" "Not altogether.
Facially I am brunette, but madam, you should see
Are a peroxide blonde. Friction, caused -
Foolishly, madam - by sitting down, has turned
My bottom, raven black - one moment Madam!" sensing
Her receiver rearing on the thunder clap
About my ears - "Madam," I pleaded, "Wouldn't
you rather see for yourself?"
I love free verse, don't you? The way sentences are left open and then continued at the next line, the way they don't rhyme, the way they talk to you and have a lot of periods. It's so inspiring. I just love free verse. :)
Labels: poetry, school
chLoe was here at: 7:21:00 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
[ a learning experience: one day in prison ]
BELATED POST! Outreach for A.Y. 2006-2007
December 6, 2006, Wednesday
Things you can ask the inmates:
-Name
-Province
-Marital Status
-Dependents (No. of Children)
-Occupation
-How did jail change your life?
-How do you feel about our visit? Your impression of us?
-How is life in the prison?
-Hardships/trials in the prison
-Message about freedom
-Experience with God
Rules:
-No jewelry
-No gadgets (cellphones to be left at the Prefect of Students)
-And most important...silence
// //
Last year our class planted mahogany trees.
This year we had reason to get excited: we were going to New Bilibid Prison. We were supposed to go last week, on November 30, but a typhoon was on the way. This typhoon later caused thousands of deaths in the Bicol region, and a mudslide in Albay.
Anyway, I arrived in school the usual time. We had our first three classes in pants and PE shirt, and they just had to give us homework (they never let us off!) After that, we went down to the Students' Lounge for the orientation, where we were told the rules and what to ask the inmates. Then we had a very long lunch. Section 46 and another 4th year section were first to be called on the buses. There were only two.
It was an ordinary, although longer, lunch period--we played games, chattered about as usual, and played pranks on each other (our class is really noisy). Then Section 11 was called, so we got to be the last.
At around 1 PM, we finally got to ride the bus. We grabbed our donations (in my case, three to help) and ran mostly yelling to the two ManVar buses waiting outside Gate 6. We got hyper; we were excited!
Sir Manuel was on our bus. It was hilarious! I sat with Christian, Roselyn was on the other side. My busmate Roberto was on the aisle seat. Half of Section 17 was with us (Boo was there) and half was in the other bus with Section 28.
Around Madrigal, the people in the green van in front of us started laughing. It was funny, so we laughed at them too. The bus got to Daang Hari, and after a while arrived at the prison.
It was just a small gate, you wouldn't realize it led to a prison at all. And to my great surprise, it was right outside Portofino Homes. Anyway our buses were stopped and inspected; Sir Manuel said we had just gone through the employee exit. There were barbed-wire fences at least 20 feet high surrounding the correctional center. There were about two layers and they were, erm, scary-looking.
Finally, we got off the bus at a field opposite the Medium Security Camp (the sign there said that.) The first year and second year were separated and each class was arranged by number. We found out that the people in the green van before ours was a third-year band (there were no juniors in our outreach.) We were given labels. The tags ran out since there were only 150 made, and I was the 151st. Ha, ha.
Then we walked in a line to the inspection center. The guards were women, and they had big voices and crew cuts. They were also very strict. One pushed me and said "Dun ka na" after I passed the semi-inspection. There was another inspection where our pockets were searched; papers were found in mine and the guard was sort of suspicious. "Papel lang yan..." I said. There were maximum-security inmates digging in the room behind us.
Our IDs were taken at the next room. We walked on again, past other inmates, until we got to a covered court where the previous sections were.
The medium-security inmates were on a sing-and-dance program, and when we arrived they were doing a dance number. They did not look like prisoners at all. In fact, if not for the 20-foot barbed wires, it would not look like a prison at all. The inmates were like the ordinary commuters you see everyday along Service Road. That's when I realized that they were also humans. They were people. They may have killed one or two, but that didn't make them any different from us.
After the dance, other inmates performed a medley of songs. They had surprisingly good voices. They sang stuff we all knew: Kung Wala Ka and some other OPM song. It was really touching for me. They knew the same songs we knew. They were in jail, but they were singing songs by Hale (haha corny rhyme). I mean, wow.
I noticed something kind of haunting. There was a man in the middle of the line I noticed right away. His face looked pinched and he had no front teeth. I was a little bit frightened because, excuse the word, it was freaky. But he was singing with all his heart. You could tell by the way he looked up.
They were all looking up. They were all singing with their hearts. I truly believe that because I saw it. And people paid attention to them. Five others, besides the one I noticed, were missing their eyeteeth. I wouldn't call it pathetic, I didn't even think that they probably hadn't brushed in days. Like I said earlier, it was sort of haunting and touching.
That image of the formerly-hardened inmates, lacking a few teeth but singing like they meant it, would stay with me long until the visit was over. I can still see it clearly in my mind's eye.
A few numbers later and after the green-van people had performed, Mario came up front and sang Hallelujah. Kaboses nya si Bamboo... and the people went wild! Then he gave a rose to Anne. Haha. Woohoo.
And after that, the inmates did another number, in which they didn't ask us to applaud. Instead, we were to listen to the message of the song they performed. It was something called Bilangguang Walang Rehas, which in English means Cage Without Bars (it may sound corny like that because it's better and deeper in Tagalog.) I'm sorry to say I got distracted talking to my seatmate, so I have no particular reaction.
As soon as the program was over, we were to have a one-on-one session with an inmate. I was a bit nervous, because these people, after all, had committed crimes. I prayed I would have the strength/courage to talk to a criminal. I also prayed I wouldn't get one missing his front teeth.
Roselyn and I were assigned as a pair, and we got a decent-looking man as our subject. We were seated on Monoblock chairs, with the others scattered around, in the covered court.
Our inmate's name was Feliciano Sagganay (or something like that; I couldn't see his ID). He said he was from Zamboanga, which coincidentally, was Roselyn's province too. So that gave them a lot to talk about (Chavacano, where in Zamboanga they lived, etc.) The interview basically was a life-changing experience for me. We learned that Mang Feliciano was one of the "innocents" in the prison, one of those who were wrongly accused of committing a crime he didn't do. He was convicted of murdering his neighbor, which he said he never did. And you know, I believed him. This man was a father, a husband, a simple farmer who couldn't probably even scrape up enough. Like I said, he was decent-looking. He did look innocent.
And then we asked him some questions. Of course, we had to speak in Tagalog.
US: Hello po... San kayo nanggaling bago kayo napunta dito?
FELICIANO: Sa Zamboanga.
ME: May anak po ba kayo?
F: Meron. Isa. Ilang taon na kayo?
ROSELYN: 14 po.
F: Ah, ganun na rin siya.
ME: Sori po kung tinanong ko, pero ilang taon na po kayo dito?
F: Nakulong ako nung 1996... Ilan na ba yun? Apat na taon pa nga lang yung anak ko nung kinulong ako eh.
ME: Sampu... So hindi nyo na po siyang nakitang lumaki?
F: Hindi...
ME: Okey naman po kayo dito?
F: Ayos naman, pero siyempre nahihirapan. Walang bumibisita eh, lahat sila nasa Zamboanga. Tapos yung asawa ko,
may iba nang kasama. Siyempre nasa kulungan ako tapos wala na siyang kasama...
ME: Sa tingin nyo po, patas lang na pinadala kayo dito kahit hindi naman kayo yung gumawa ng krimen? (I was careful
not to say "bilangguan")
F: May natututunan naman ako dito.
R: So ano pong paborito nyong gawin?
F: Mag-aral. Marami nga akong natututunan eh. 4th year na ako.
ME: Ilang taon na kayo?
F: Ano, 38.
ME: May kaibigan naman kayo? (At this point I was running out of things to say. I elbowed Roselyn, and Mang Feliciano
was looking around...)
F: Ano yun? Medyo mahina na kasi pandinig ko eh.
ME: May kaibigan naman po kayo dito?
F: Siyempre meron. May samahan talaga.
ME: Oo siyempre meron. Hahaha...
R: Saan po kayo sa Zamboanga?
F: --said something like Talun-talon--
R: Ah, kami malapit sa airport eh.
F: Malayo kami dun.
ME (after a long pause): Tingin nyo po, bahagi ito ng plano ng Panginoon na ipadala kayo dito? Naniniwala po ba kayo
sa Panginoon?
F: Oo naman. Mahirap lang kami sa Zamboanga eh. Dito naman, nakakapag-aral pa 'ko.
ME: Pinatawad nyo na po ba yung mga naglagay sayo dito? (he was wrongly convicted of murder)
F: (and this answer touched me) Matagal ko na silang pinatawad. Hindi ako galit sa kanila.
ME: Eh yung asawa nyo?
F: Napatawad ko na rin.
ME: Nagbago po ba kayo pagkapasok nyo dito?
F: Nagbago naman.
R: Sa tingin nyo po, may pag-asa pa kayo sa kinabukasan?
F: Meron pa siguro...
ME: May mababalikan pa po ba kayo dun sa Zamboanga?
F: Wala na yung asawa ko pero andun pa yung iba.
R: Eh yung anak nyo po, san nakatira?
F: A, kasama nya yung lola nya.
ME: Ano pong impresyon nyo samin?
F: Ha?
R: Hindi nya ata maintindihan...
ME: Edi Tagalugin mo.
R (after another pause): Ano pong tingin nyo samin?
F: Mabait... para na nga kayong anak, nakwentuhan ko pa. Pag may dumating nga tapos nagpapakwento, ayoko eh. Baka
maiyak pa ako. (at this point or some other we were all tearing up a bit, including Mang Feliciano)
US: Ah.
R: Ano naman pong masasabi nyo samin?
F: "Mag-aral nang mabuti; sundan ninyo ang inyong mga magulang. Siyempre mayroon talagang pagkakataon sa buhay na
magkakamali tayo..." (munches on sandwich, offers us some which we politely decline, and sips on a doy-pack without any straw
which I think was removed for safety purposes.)
At this the bell rung, which was quite a relief because I really was running out of things to say. I said thank you about three times before the last "Thanks po. Goodbye."
You know what, I was so touched by his story that I wanted to give him my rosary bracelet. I bet that would have made an impact on him. Unfortunately, I was too attatched to it and couldn't let it go.
Haha hindi pa yan tapos. Nag camping pa kami dun sa field. Mahaba pa eh. Sorry kung magulo, copy-paste lang yan sa Notepad. And sorry na rin kung belated. :)
Labels: memories, school
chLoe was here at: 7:23:00 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
[ makulay ]
Hey again. Long time no see. Hulaan niyo. Yep, sira nanaman. Thursday pa daw. So in the meantime, cafe muna.
Busy week. Hindi naman sobra, pero hectic na rin. Saya. :D
Densai, wait lang. Ililink din kita, don't worry. Sulisman, hindi ko crush yun. Sabi baka nga lang eh. Sayo na rin yan Gerard. Alam kong binabasa mo to (grrr)... hindi mo kilala yun. Bwahahaha.
So I'm supposed to be doing the PA project now, but UNFORTUNATELY both of my groupmates aren't online. Ang hirap talaga ng walang PC.
Andaming project! Plus Long Test II on Thursday and Friday, so. And oo nga pala, alam ko maraming typos sa blog ko pero sori nalang. Tsaka hindi rin kita yung ibang words diba? Will fix, if have time.
Sa mga dayuhang hindi ako maintindihan, mamatay na kayo. Haha. Taglish ako magsalita eh, sabagay halos lahat naman Taglish. As much as possible, I will try to speak one language at a time. Swear.
Next time na. Bwahaha.
Anyway, Thursday last week was a pretty good day. I missed the 3:30 bus and so had to stay in school until 5:30. Actually, I almost caught it. In fact, I ran after it. Unfortunately, Kuya Edgar didn't see me and so I missed it. Bad trip pare. Haha. Gulo no? Tagalog ulit.
So I stayed in the lounge and looked through the yearbooks with my classmates. We laughed at the pictures and names of the old students. Which made me think, what if in the future, people will look at our yearbook and laugh?
Louine found somebody from our street on the 1997 copy. It turned out that the guy was my neighbor, and I didn't know! Haha. Laughtrip nun, tawa kami ng tawa.
And Friday, September 22, was Tom's birthday. Yup, the guy who plays Draco turned 19 already. Ang tanda.
So, well, gotta go, because my classmate just IMed me and told me that our PA project is due Tuesday. So will kill myself doing it instead of surfing for the next hour.
Buhbye.
Labels: cafe posting, happy days, school
chLoe was here at: 5:31:00 PM
[ go san beda fight ]
PANALO BEDA! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!
I guess all I can say is, "I'm proud to be a Bedan". :)
San Beda Wins NCAA Hoops Title
By Frank Calapre, The Manila Times Correspondent
Ending with a roar instead of a whimper, San Beda College survived Philippine Christian University’s fiery endgame rally for a hairline 68-67 win Friday that clinched its first National Collegiate Athletic Association men’s basketball title in 28 years.
But the Red Lions had to go down the wire to beat the seemingly unsinkable Dolphins, who erased a 61-44 third-quarter deficit with a scary 23-7 tear that nearly did the trick.
Not until PCU’s gunner Ian Garrido drew a blank from 15 feet near the keyhole as time expired could the San Beda crowd at the packed Araneta Coliseum heave a sigh of relief and erupt in celebration.
Yousif Aljamal collared the rebound and held the ball tightly like his life depended on it, as the desperate Dolphins swarmed all over him. Confetti then fell from the Big Dome roof signaling the end of San Beda’s long title drought.
The Red Lions then gave a well-deserved victory ride for rookie coach Koy Banal, who set a record of sorts with the historic triumph, after closing out the thrilling best-of-three series at 2-1.
Banal is the first mentor to win both NCAA and University Athletic Association of the Philippines men’s basketball titles. He steered the Far Eastern University Tamaraws to the UAAP crown in 2003.
The Red Lions last won the NCAA championship in 1978 with a squad featuring Chito Loyzaga, Frankie Lim and Jayvee Yango. It took them nearly three decades to collect their 12th title in the country’s oldest collegiate league.
“This is for God above all. I’m so very happy and I’m proud of my boys all of them. Thanks God,” a jubilant Banal said later.
On the other hand, PCU came tantalizingly close to winning its second championship after its inaugural plum in 2004, but settled for its second straight runner-up finish.
With 6-foot-8 Nigerian Sam Ekwe neutralized, Aljamal and John Escobal saved the day for the Red Lions, combining for 38 points, 15 of them in the third quarter when they looked set to pull away for good.
The 6-foot-3 Aljamal, who topscored for the Red Lions with 23 points on top of 11 rebounds and 2 steals, was later voted the Most Valuable Player in the finals series.
Escobal finished with 15 points, 7 rebounds and 6 assists, while Alex Angeles made 8 points and 4 rebounds. Ekwe, the season’s MVP and Best Rookie awardee, had 7 points, 18 rebounds and 4 blocked shots.
Jason Castro led the PCU Dolphins with 25 points, followed by Robby David with 10, Beau Belga had 9 points, but the pro-bound Gabby Espinas was held to just 8.
The Scores:
SBC (68) - Aljamal 23, Escobal 15, Angeles 8, Ekwe 7, Menor 5, Evangelista 4, Maggay 2, Hermida 2, Gamalinda 2, Tecson 0, Taganas 0.
PCU (67) - Castro 25, David 10, Belga 9, Espinas 8, Navarro 7, Graham 4, Garrido 2, Amparado 2, Chien 0, McCoy 0, Santos 0, Vidal 0.
Quarterscores: 15-19; 36-30; 61-44; 68-67.
Labels: cafe posting, school
chLoe was here at: 5:16:00 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
[ homecoming and hoarse cheers ]
Intrams kanina. Kulelat kami. 4th. AGH.
Homecoming niTop Suzara kahapon. Nagshoot sila sa Bio Lab. Adviser pala niya si Ms. Sison nung 4th year siya. Haha. So yun. May cameras and everything, tapos nakakahiya kasi ang daming mali. Lalo na yung wrong answer. Wala naman kaming kaalam-alam dun sa "tinuturo" ni Ms. kasi anatomy na yun, pang 4th year. Yung iba naman, sobrang conscious dahil sa camera. Sus, wala namang makikita sa kanila. Ilang minutes lang yun, no. Tsaka icucut naman nila. Wala rin.
Concert was after batch practice, mga 2:30. Natapos daw 4:30. Di ko alam kasi hanggang 3:30 lang ako. Nag-alisan na daw after nun. Mga 50 nalang daw natira. Kawawang Top.
Gawd, kakahiya yun ah. Walang welcome? Kay Rico Blanco nga eh, nung nag-MTV Homecoming suya dito nung January, nagstay sila hanggang mga 9 siguro? Kasi hello, si Rico yun.
But still. Kahit hindi ako kita dun sa scripted video ng "Top in the Lab", naging kaklase ko siya. At least for one fake lesson I didn't even understand. And I got his autograph. First time. Wow. So nahyper ako.
And then, Opening of Intrams kanina. Batch cheer. And after practicing for... uh, one day, we were ranked 4th out of 4. Andaming mali. Nakakahiya... "B-E-D-A, B-E-S-T, B-E-D-A we are the best..." tapos kala meron pa, tapos na pala. Aw.
Ang boring after ng cheer. May mga sikat din pala na hindi ko kilala. May black guy na basketball player na sobrang tangkad, "most promising" daw. Galing magdunk.
Tapos kahapon pala, super inspired ako sa fanfic na nabasa ko na puro Draco naisip ko. Kaso sama ng araw eh. Grr. Lang kwenta. Nairita ako eh. Nakahanap ako ng kahawig ni Draco, ayun crush ko na ata. Wala nang Garfield. Pangit na yun eh. Yung lookalike pala, naging kaklase ko dati. Popular siya. Kayo na bahalang manghula kung sino. Basta gwapo. Haha. Maangas? Ewan, basta kahawig. And no, Graceli, hindi si "A" yun... Nasa YM ko na pala. Hindi ko alam. :P
Tagalog mode pag bored. Bored ako eh. Halata no? Or bored ako lagi? Siguro pagod. Sigaw ng sigaw eh.
Putol putol. Haha. Yung cheers (not in order).
Umpa umpa umpa umpa Beda Beda Beda Beda Fight Fight Fight Fight Hey yu kim kum ka wa... Haya a kalma, kalma polly wanna haya a kalma, kalma polly wa rah...
We're red, we're hot, we're red hot Bedans. We're here to fight with all our might, fight...
B-E-D-A, B-E-S-T, B-E-D-A we are the best...fight team fight...
Itaas ang kamay iwagayway, awitin natin ng sabay sabay ang awit ng Sophies na naghihintay sa inyo...
Don't mess, don't mess, don't mess with the best cause the best don't mess...don't fool, don't fool, don't fool with the cool cause the cool don't fool. Sophies...we rule...
Nasasabik na manalo ngayon ang Sophies, taas kamay may confidence let's do the Sophies high...SO-PHI-EZ high, Sophies high...
Go Sophomores! Wala lang...okei lang na 4th tayo. :D
Labels: boredom, school
chLoe was here at: 6:08:00 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
[ pa lab ]
Yehey! FIRST TIME TO POST WHILE IN THE PA LAB!!!! Wahoo......!!!
Anyways, look at the map on the left side. Wala lang... may nagvivisit pala na taga States tapos may Malaysia at England na rin. Pati Australia meron! I am SO happy! Hahaha... hyper ako eh!
Thanks to all who visited... :) Come back lagi... Sorry kung wala kayong maintindihan pero balik lang! Haha. Of course wala rin yung number of visitors, icompare mo naman kila Saab Magalona tsaka Ala Paredes... Walang tatalo...
Bat Tagalog ako ngayon?!?!?!?!?
Labels: happy days, school
chLoe was here at: 10:50:00 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
[ retreat ]
Boy am I tired of this layout...
So, our retreat is over and done with. It was really fun, but prepare to be bored as I write an almost-full account of what happened on July 18-19 at Capuchin Retreat Center, San Sebastian, Lipa, Batangas.
We boarded the bus at around 7 - correct me if I'm wrong. Ang saya dun! I finished the rest of my retlets (unfortunately I still owe three people theirs). We got there at around 9:15 - again, sorry if my times are wrong; these are just estimates. Section 26 was in the garden in front of CRC, waiting for the bus. Since I'd forgotten to give Denise her retlet and she was there, I just handed it to her (their retreat was quite over though). So anyway, we got in and there was a merienda waiting. After eating we went to the conference room and Sir Bong Centeno announced that we would be assigned rooms AFTER LUNCH, at which we all groaned. Because that meant lectures/speaking first, and we were all looking forward to our rooms.
Two guys in robes (dunno if they were monks) got in and taught us a song called "With Christ in My Vessel". The song goes: With Christ in my vessel I can smile at the storm, smile at the storm, smile at the storm...as we go sailing home...sailing, I'm sailing home...with Christ in my vessel I can smile at the storm... Some of my "wicked" classmates were laughing because the guy who was teaching us the song pronounced "vessel" as "vay-SIL". Ang sama nila oh...
Blabla kwentokwento with Fr. Chito, the director of CRC, then ta-da! Lunchtime. Dami talagang pagkain dun, kakabusog...
After lunch Sir Bong assigned rooms. We were supposed to go to room 112 (btw, same room tayo Avi!) so I went to get the key from him. Kaso mali pala nakuha ko, room 113! Sa boys yun. Hehehe... :))
As soon as we got into 112 we unpacked and read our retlets. I think mga 45 minutes yung break na yun. The bell rang, and we filed into the conference hall.
We were greeted by a seemingly energetic young man. Actually I thought he was just one of the janitors or something, but actually he was our retreat master! Hahah... Siya daw si Bro. Mike. Grabe siya magkwento, nakakatawa! Dami-dami pa, tapos may "Tutut" at "Potpot". Go to Avi's blog for details; batch retreats are basically the same.
Dinner, kakabusog ulit. After that we went back to our rooms, kala ko tulugan na. Hindi pa pala, kasi may confession pa. Whew, muntik na kong magbihis... :))
We went into San Damiano Chapel upstairs, where the Mass and confession were to be held. Confession muna, tapos Mass.
Nakooo...ako kasi eh! Napataas ako ng kamay nung nagtanong si Sir kung sino pwede sa Responsorial Psalm. Oh no oh no oh no! So I went. Si Fr. Chito yung officiator. Anyway I think I read well, medyo mahina nga lang boses ko. But that's over, so let it be, right?
We finished at around 10:15, and even though Sir Bong said that lights out was 11 PM, he ordered us to sleep at 10:20. Antok din naman ako, so...
I'm sure everybody was texting away at that time. Ganun naman kasi eh. Si Kryslette at Wesly naiwan sa hallway para magpatrol. Kawawa naman...
Woke up at 1 AM, tried to turn the fan off because it was too cold. Nah, too hot. Woke up again at 5:30, when Sir Bong was doing his usual "Girls, gising na!" wake-up call.
Breakfast, then morning prayer, then pack up, then alis. Kaya lang matagal yung Section 28, so naghintay muna kami ng mga 30 minutes. Ay, bago pala kami maghintay may free time, so pumunta kami dun sa mga kubo. Wala lang... :)
We left Capuchin at around 10:20. Masaya ulit sa bus, naglaro sila Wes ng
Deal or No Deal with
Ms. Sison. We (the Jerome Fans Club) also managed to take a picture of our "idol".
Arrived in Bene at 11, decided to stay up to 3:30, so got home at 5 PM. Natulog kaagad, puyat eh.
So yun. That's what happened during our retreat...ang saya! Hehe :D
Labels: 27, happy days, memories, school
chLoe was here at: 3:54:00 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
[ group practice ]
Archives ko!!! Waaahh... :((
Well, aside from that, masaya ako ngayon. :) Practice namin sa CVE Long Test (ba yun), tapos dun kami sa bahay nila Joseph. MASAYA. Kaso hindi lahat nakapunta, yung St. Benedict pa ang wala. Anyways, here are the people who came: me, Louine, Christian, Roselyn, Fatima, Joseph (duh bahay nga niya yun eh), JM, Dominic, Ian, Victor, and Mark. May naiwan ba?
After lunch pumunta ko sa bahay ni Louine kasi sasabay ako sa kanya. Andun din si Christian. Biro mo, yung practice was supposed to be 1-5 pm pero 1pm na kami umalis... :))
Pagdating namin dun, blablabla practicepracticepractice. Since kami ni Christian yung sa music, nagdala siya ng Henry Mancini. We had the most fun rehearsing the "seduction" part. Todo tawa. Basta, it would be better if you were there yourself. Grabe.
After practice (tinamad kaming ulitin eh, sabi na nga ba wala rin kaming matatapos) lumabas kami nila Christian at Roselyn. Pumunta kami sa tindahan at bumili ng kendi. Tapos nun, pumunta kami sa "bahay ni Kevino". Pagkabalik namin, lumabas din yung iba. Then we all went for a walk. Hanggang saan? Dulo ng street. Pero masaya! Nakapayong kami, tapos on the way back pumasok sila Mark and Victor sa simbahan. Sandali lang naman eh, then we went back to Joseph's house.
After that we all sat down again and the boys played the guitar. Medyo bored kami lahat, so may nag-suggest na maglaro kami ng Truth or Dare. Of course, sali lahat (except si Jethro dahil paalis na siya, tsaka si Christian dahil wala na siya). Again, let me say MASAYA. Yes, super! Tawa ulit. Marami akong nalamang bago tapos mas nakilala ko yung new classmates namin. Kaya lang siyempre kasali ako dun sa nagsabi ng secrets sa "Truth". Argh. The question was, "Kanino ka nagwagwapuhan sa 27?" Kinabahan ako. Pero hindi pa nahihila ng todo ni Mark yung daliri ko nung sinabi ko "si *toot*" Kalat na siguro yun sa Monday. Sana 'wag, kasi hindi naman totoo. Kesa naman sabihin kong si Garfield, no?! Dati lang yung isa, pero mayabang kasi. Feeler pa (ata...sorry!) Yung mga may alam kung sino yun, ssssshhh! Patay kayo sakin pag kumalat yun. Kasi naman, andun yung iba niyang friends. Kakahiya!
Well, short version lang yun. Kung andun ka talaga, hindi boring! Basta masaya! Hahahaha...nakauwi nako 7pm...add lang. Have a nice day! :)
I love the smell of Cinnamon Apple in the morning. It smells like victory.
Garfield in Garfield: The Movie
Labels: happy days, memories, school
chLoe was here at: 4:33:00 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
[ time and biology ]
First of all, let me just say aaaarrrrrgh! Grrrrrr.. Where is my archive? This layout is so.. ugh! Pati comments wala! Anyways, happenings..
We had Bio Lab today. We were supposed to test different substances for acidity and basisity (if there's such a thing as basisity). I don't know what the substances were, but one was urine. Yes, urine.
When Ms. Sison announced that the boys would have to provide urine samples for our experiment, a lot of us went "Whaaaaaat?!" But today they did it anyway. Yung sa group namin, natapunan pa nga ng you know what si Erika eh. Eeeeeew. Ako, walang ginawa. Nao-OP ako sa group ko eh. Pero ayos lang, mababait din naman yung groupmates ko.
We used pH paper, litmus paper, methyl orange and phenolphthalein to test the samples then recorded the stuff we found out. Anyway, end of story.
//
Time.. what is time for us today? Every day seems to just pass us by. Too often, we do not stop to smell the flowers. Instead we wish the day would go faster.
I would just like to share something I read in a book. Notice how, for us, time moves in a straight line? There's only yesterday, today and tomorrow. Past, present, future. Nothing else. Now how about if we go back to, say, the medieval times. For them, everything was a cycle. Everything moved in a circle. Everything was repeated, but nothing became a routine. Let me give an example: They're celebrating Christmas. We in the future are also celebrating Christmas. Well, let's compare..
About a day before Christmas, they're setting up the town square for festivities. Christmas day comes and there is much celebrating. Then it's over, and next year they will do the same thing again. But you know what, they aren't thinking of next year. They're not even thinking about tomorrow. The only thing on their minds is now.
Fast-forward to our time. A month before Christmas, we're already waiting. A day before and we feel we can't stand because it isn't coming fast enough. The day comes and we do our thing, just like we did last year. Pretty soon we don't feel the spirit anymore, because it seems like just another Christmas, a part of our routine. The day after that we wake up and say, "Christmas is over?!" Without realizing it, the occasion we've been waiting for has come and gone.
Ever wonder why life seems to go so fast, and how you suddenly realize how old you are? Ever experienced feeling like life just passed you by and you didn't even see it?
They say the secret to happiness is living in the present. I believe in that. Because if you worry too much about the future and wallow in your past mistakes, you'll never be happy. But if you concentrate on what you're doing right now and just be happy to be right there where you are, you'll enjoy life. If there's something you're waiting for, don't wish that time would go faster. In my experience, sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. Actually, it depends on you. You can make time go faster or slower. For each of us, time is different. Only the person can make it what he wants it to be.
So what I'm saying is, slow down. If you've ever felt life just passed you by, take a little time to remember. Plan ahead. Then return to the present, look around and see life for the first time.
QUOTES LANG..: Time is gold.; Haste makes waste.; Remember the past, live in the present and plan for the future.
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Ahahaha.. sorry kung hindi niyo maintindihan yung "Time". I was just thinking aloud, todo English tuloy ako.
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Monday, July 03, 2006
[ hay buhay ]
Wala naman, ordinary day lang din 'to. Pero sinisipag talaga akong magblog ngayon. So anyways, happenings...
Retreat ng Section 21. Buti pa sila.. But that's okay, ours is on the 18th, which is pretty near. Excited na rin ako, though once the retreat is over wala nang hihintayin. But then again there's the field trip.
Before I went home (while waiting for the Grade School people to come out), we went to the "Damuhan", ang bagong tambayan habang naghihintay. Yung Tabing-Ilog kasi, well, AMOY ILOG. Anyway, Christian and I made a dare/to-do list for tomorrow. Yung hindi nakatapos manlilibre ng Twin Ices (as usual). This is the list...
1) Kausapin yung mga hindi pa nakakausap na kaklase.
2) Mag-recite at least 5 times.
3) Makapag-benta ng kendi.
Being the forgetful person that I am, I don't remember the rest. The list is up to 5 only, and I hope I accomplish them all.
Anyhoo...what else? Grades again? Well, if you really want to know... I got an 85 in Math. Yes, I know. Why? Sir Abrillo told us it would be a give-away test but look what I got! I was one of the lowest scorers, for crying out loud. Most people got 90 plus, and even the ones I expected would get lower grades than I would *ehemehemexcusemesorry* got a line of 9! Argh. I just don't get Math.
By the way, since today is Section 21's retreat, there will be no... could you give me a nice codename for the guy please? Oh well. Andyan pa naman si Garfield (though he doesn't look like a cat).
Yech, I think my posts are getting boring. What do you think?
QUOTE FOR THE DAY: Enjoy life while you're still alive. Your life is meant to be lived, not wasted.
Labels: boredom, school
chLoe was here at: 5:21:00 PM
[ ishkul ]
Hello!!! Haha.. kakagaling ko pa lang sa school eh. Anyways, about today? Wala nanamang kwento masyado. Oh well. Ay, oo nga pala, start na ng Integ Week kanina. Human Bingo pa man din yung first day. Andaming nagpasign (including my sister, of course) Hahaha.. feeling artista eh. Sa mga freshies dyan, muzta naman high school? Okay pa ba kayo?
Math time, we had the Qualifying Exam for advanced classes. Ang hirap! Pang third year kasi yun eh. Masakit na nga ulo ko tapos wala pa kong masagutan. I wanted to sleep already! Eh considered quiz din yun. Sooo...
English and SS, we checked our test papers. Ok naman yung scores ko, pero I'm not satisfied. Sa English, 92 tapos SS, 94. Sa section namin, mababa na yun. At least naman naka 92 pa 'ko sa English. Akala ko "not following directions" ako dun. Pano ba naman, nakalagay encircle the correct answer pero may blank din. Since I didn't read the directions, nasulat ko sa blank yung sagot. 20 items yun! Pero ayos lang, Ms. Diaz considered it correct anyway. SS naman, modified true or false, nakalagay Charles-Louise de Secondat. Ginawa kong Charles-Louis de Secondat kasi yun yung nakalagay sa book. Minali ako (true daw yung sagot). So I asked Sir Gudo to consider it. Ang sinabi niya? "Ay 'Sus! Typo lang yan!" Mali parin. Hindi ako satisfied sa 94 kasi madali lang yung test and a lot of my classmates got higher scores than I did.
PE, we went swimming. Ang saya! We played caterpillar and a lot of other relays. Our group won only once, I think.
Today, I noticed that a lot of my classmates got new hairstyles. Well, sort of. Let me see.. Nagpagupit si Nina, Roselyn at Paolo, tapos nagparebond si Clarissa. Wala pa ring nagpapakulot sa 27 - buti naman.. Wala lang.. :))
Hmmm.. so what else? Wala talagang balita kaso I promised myself I would update my blog at least thrice a week. Dati kasi mga once a month lang eh.
Well, since wala na 'kong masabi, bye muna.
Labels: boredom, school
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
[ new uniforms, D/H and our new computer =) ]

HERMIONE AND DRACO. That's what I've been doing lately.. I'm really really really addicted to their pairing (if you are too, or at the very least, interested in what other people think of them, visit D/Hr I loooove it! Puro fanfic but hey, it wont happen anyway. What's the harm in pretending it will? Hehe. Ayan nanaman--umiiral ang kabaliwan ni Celine.
Okay. I'll admit it, crush ko si Tom Felton!!! Wahahah.. Isa pa yun sa reasons na gusto ko yung D/Hr thing. Tapos kung lalaki ako magugustuhan ko rin si Emma Watson. Pero hoy, hindi po ako tibo. Hello???
Eniweiz back to the subject of that Geocities site. My favorite story there was "Dark Child" by Bohemian Vixen. And guess what, she's a Pinay! If you read it maybe you'll wonder why I liked it. I am not a pervert. I just like the "flow of the story" but unfortunately, it isn't finished yet. I wonder what happens next.
NEW UNIFORMS. Whos' seen them? Mukha tayong taga public dun ah. But i like the necktie.. Sino pala old uniform din? Wala lang.. Siguro halos lahat naman..
My apologies nga pala to Angel (http://angel-heavensent.blogspot.com) Di ko parin nauupdate yung link ko sa kanya hanggang ngayon. Kakatamad kase :)
NEW COMPUTER (!!!) Siguro naman napansin niyo na mas madalas na ko mag-OL. Yun kasi, may bago na kaming PC. Yehey!!! So makakapag-update na rin ako. Finally! Well, that's all for now. See ya all later! :)
P.S. Ayan pala yung Draco/Hermione pic. Ang gwapo ni Tom! *smirk* Hahaha...Labels: dracohermione, school
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